DUh! Denise, i just want to tell you that everything you've written here i've already known. You wanna know how? Well because i know. I dont know how to really explain it but i know. And no i dont like that "joke" its not fun, specially seeing how i play that joke on people as well.
There are no magic words for me to say to make this all go away, and it sucks majorly.
But what i do know is that at least for a small moment in time my words can at least make you smile a bit, just a little bit. But at least its something.
You may "appear" to be strong. It may all just be some major facade you use to carry on through the day, but the fact that people look upon you and draw strength from it, that right there my friends means that it ISN'T just a mask, but actually a part of you, you really are that strong person. Its just that maybe the foundation is a little weak and could maybe use a little repairs. It may take years and years and years, nothing is ever perfect. But at times, in certain light, it will seems perfect and in that time it will feel perfect.
Denise, I know this is all you at the moment, but from a friend to another friend. I often look to you for strength, you are some one i admire, heh as its said around here "You're one of my favorite people" and i hate to have to read that things are sucky. But its your journal, write what you will.
Just don't give up. I know everyday is hard and long and we all just want to find the easy way out so that things can go right for a change. But can you really imagine a life without the struggle (well maybe with a little less struggle)...but a life completely without the struggle is a life i wouldn't want to be a part of, it would make it too boring, we all need a little adventure in our lives. May not be the Indiana Jones's type of adventure we're use to seeing, but it is an adventure with dire consequences if we fail.
i think if anything, what you should do is, listen to some music, watch some tv, and go hug your girls. try to surround yourself with things that you know will make you happy.
Listen, Watch, Love.
3 very simple things. Scary no?
And you know we're all out here. The ones rooting for you.
Denise, i just want to tell you that everything you've written here i've already known. You wanna know how? Well because i know. I dont know how to really explain it but i know.
And no i dont like that "joke"
its not fun, specially seeing how i play that joke on people as well.
There are no magic words for me to say to make this all go away, and it sucks majorly.
But what i do know is that at least for a small moment in time my words can at least make you smile a bit, just a little bit. But at least its something.
You may "appear" to be strong. It may all just be some major facade you use to carry on through the day, but the fact that people look upon you and draw strength from it, that right there my friends means that it ISN'T just a mask, but actually a part of you, you really are that strong person.
Its just that maybe the foundation is a little weak and could maybe use a little repairs.
It may take years and years and years, nothing is ever perfect.
But at times, in certain light, it will seems perfect and in that time it will feel perfect.
Denise, I know this is all you at the moment, but from a friend to another friend. I often look to you for strength, you are some one i admire, heh as its said around here "You're one of my favorite people" and i hate to have to read that things are sucky. But its your journal, write what you will.
Just don't give up.
I know everyday is hard and long and we all just want to find the easy way out so that things can go right for a change. But can you really imagine a life without the struggle (well maybe with a little less struggle)...but a life completely without the struggle is a life i wouldn't want to be a part of, it would make it too boring, we all need a little adventure in our lives. May not be the Indiana Jones's type of adventure we're use to seeing, but it is an adventure with dire consequences if we fail.
i think if anything, what you should do is, listen to some music, watch some tv, and go hug your girls.
try to surround yourself with things that you know will make you happy.
Listen, Watch, Love.
3 very simple things.
Scary no?
And you know we're all out here.
The ones rooting for you.
I'm rooting for you.
You are after all...
my favorite person.
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you watch my back, i'll watch yours.
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