I hate my stepdad!!!!!!
So I'm at Jen't with Dina and Sock. Benji will be coming lately.
I'm not going to go sleep at home because of my stupid step-dad. Ugh! What does my Mom see in him?! Today he lightheartedly admitted that he has absolutely no respect for me and in his eyes I plainly do not exist!!! He said that I should be aware of that to know why he always interrupts me - he doesn't hear me. And my Mom didn't say a word to that!!! She just sat there and let him speak to me like that. So then I packed up my things and left, and she accused me of not thinking of her in this whole sitiation! OK! Time for someone to think of me!!! I am not staying in the house where I am treated worse than the dog! And that is exactly the case!!!
And get this, he apologised after for using a heated tone with me! Like what he said was perfectly ok!!! Idiot. THAT WAS A HORRIBLE THING TO SAY! And then he said that he was speaking to me that way cause I started it. The point is, I was not looking at him, and I was not speaking to him at all when this whole thing started!
I just packed up and left. Fuck him and all that is related to him. I always hated him, but this time he has crossed the line! I mean, he constantly interrupts me, abd if someone's calling me, he doesn't even pick up the phone! Now if he thought that the way I treated him was disrespectful before, he doesn't know what he's in for! And no matter how much I love my Mom, I will not stand all this just for her sake, I shouldn't have to stand that for anyone at anytime. Now if I do not exist in his eyes, he definetely doesn't exist in mine! My Mom wanted me to stick around for his B-day, but I definetely have better things to do than entertain a neurotic man who treats me like shit.
So yeah, I do feel sorry for my Mom, but if she doesn't want to stand up for me and take my side when he really is wrong, she is just going to have to deal with all the consequences that come with me being furious. Besides, even if I have deserved it, which I certainly did not, what he said to me can not possibly to have an excuse!!!!
I'm not going to go sleep at home because of my stupid step-dad. Ugh! What does my Mom see in him?! Today he lightheartedly admitted that he has absolutely no respect for me and in his eyes I plainly do not exist!!! He said that I should be aware of that to know why he always interrupts me - he doesn't hear me. And my Mom didn't say a word to that!!! She just sat there and let him speak to me like that. So then I packed up my things and left, and she accused me of not thinking of her in this whole sitiation! OK! Time for someone to think of me!!! I am not staying in the house where I am treated worse than the dog! And that is exactly the case!!!
And get this, he apologised after for using a heated tone with me! Like what he said was perfectly ok!!! Idiot. THAT WAS A HORRIBLE THING TO SAY! And then he said that he was speaking to me that way cause I started it. The point is, I was not looking at him, and I was not speaking to him at all when this whole thing started!
I just packed up and left. Fuck him and all that is related to him. I always hated him, but this time he has crossed the line! I mean, he constantly interrupts me, abd if someone's calling me, he doesn't even pick up the phone! Now if he thought that the way I treated him was disrespectful before, he doesn't know what he's in for! And no matter how much I love my Mom, I will not stand all this just for her sake, I shouldn't have to stand that for anyone at anytime. Now if I do not exist in his eyes, he definetely doesn't exist in mine! My Mom wanted me to stick around for his B-day, but I definetely have better things to do than entertain a neurotic man who treats me like shit.
So yeah, I do feel sorry for my Mom, but if she doesn't want to stand up for me and take my side when he really is wrong, she is just going to have to deal with all the consequences that come with me being furious. Besides, even if I have deserved it, which I certainly did not, what he said to me can not possibly to have an excuse!!!!