everyone is engaged or pregnant
so i have found that it is really hard to move forward with life in genral when ALL your friends are pregnant or engaged its soo annoying..while i am happy for everyone i am also waay jealous that it seems everyone but me for once in my life is happy with someone...its like rubbing salt into an open wound it stings and makes me cry a lil and i know i sound like a teenager but damn it it blows....lol....now dont get me wrong i really dont want to rush into a relationship right this second i would like to at least be dating but apparently everyone likes me for the soul purpose of making them feel better....grr..lol...but i really just want to move on date a lil something i mean really