Life
So I decided i am going to use this to write in again i really need an outlet for a lot of my feelings...well i hope all of you are on my myspace and facebook and kind of know what is going on but basically i am almost divorced from tyler i have been reading my posts and its so surreal reading them because i am in almost the same position now as i was then its jsut alot worse and alot of heartache...well so i have a couple more steps till my divorce is complete but tyler is engaged to some girl he met around november or so and idk if its only on his facebook to piss me off or if it is true but it hurts to know that i am disposible that woman are disposible excuse the spelling its terrible i know but i dont have the care to go back and fix it but i just cant figure out what i have done in my life to deserve this that is the hard part in all of this are they whys that no one can give me an aswer for