Did I ever tell you you're my hero.. you're everything I wish I could be...

Aug 23, 2004 20:08



-C U R R E N T-
CLOTHES: orange cute comfy sweats and white tank top
MOOD: tired, confused, but happy nonetheless
MUSIC: boys II men-it's so hard to say gbye to yesterday (ive been listening to it nonstop since yesterday lol)
TASTE: cheeseburger
MAKE-UP: none
HAIR: straightened
ANNOYANCE: not knowing the way other people feel, school starting soon, myself
SMELL: uh nothing?
FAVORITE GROUP: dashboard, boys II men some others
BOOK YOU'RE READING: just finished one.. havent started a new one.. any ideas for a good ones?
DVD IN PLAYER: 50 first dates is still in there
COLOR OF TOENAILS: a summery orange type thing
WORRY:  afew things right now
-L A S T . P E R S O N...-
YOU TOUCHED: mom
YOU TALKED TO: jen
HUGGED: christine
YOU INSTANT MESSAGED: uh, warren? or steve not sure it was last night tho
YOU YELLED AT: its been a while since ive done that
YOU KISSED: dustin.. gosh its been a while ugh
- F A V O R I T E -
FOOD: turkey and dressing from Irondale cafe/ice cream/milk shakes.. oh gosh there are so many
DRINK: water, propel, and pepsi
COLOR: pink
SHOES: any flip flops i can get a hold of lol
ALBUM: ? everything i own
CANDY: 5th avenue.. yuummmm.. and reeses of any sort
ANIMAL: my cat that died in June =\
TV SHOW: the oc, gymnastics when its on duh, and gilmore girls b/c its just like me and my mom
MOVIE: love and basketball happy gilmore billy madison, any chick flicks or love stories lol, sleepless in seattle, fried green tomatoes, the list could continue
DANCE: ? anything slow b/c well idk why
SONG: toughy
VEGETABLE: most of them, but i like carrots cooked in brown sugar
FRUIT: strawberries fo sho and theyre even better with chocolate mm
CARTOON: none. me and cartoons dont work very well together
- A R E . Y O U -
UNDERSTANDING: so I have been told, and I would like to think so at least
OPEN-MINDED: very much so
ARROGANT: maybe just a lil bit but not really
INSECURE: noot really
INTERESTING: i suppose sometimes
RANDOM: very
HUNGRY: not now.
SMART: not too smart, I'm pretty good w/grammar though
MOODY: I can def have a sudden change here and there
CHILDISH: only around christy and christine other than that I'm pretty mature I think
HARD WORKING: most of the time
ORGANIZED: can be
HEALTHY: yes
SHY: nope
DIFFICULT: most of the time hah
ATTRACTIVE: I can be sometimes I hope
BORED EASILY: not too bored but yeah
MESSY: haha yeah
THIRSTY: i always am
RESPONSIBLE: majority of the time
OBSESSED: an obsession comes along every once in a while heh
ANGRY: only when i think too much
SAD: yeah
HAPPY: i act happy, and for the most part I am
HYPER: sometimes
TRUSTING: no
TALKATIVE: too much
LEGAL: nope
-W H O . D O . Y O U . W A N T . T O...-
KILL: no one. no one deserves that. well, okay they do, but it's not right
SLAP: um. you?ou?
GET REALLY WASTED WITH: getting wasted is bad
GET HIGH WITH: I don't want to. duh
LOOK LIKE: I like myself most of the time
TALK TO OFFLINE: you?
TALK TO ONLINE: you? idk

MY NAME IS: Holly*Marie
IN THE MORNING I AM: tired
ALL I NEED IS: God
LOVE IS: amazing but indescribable really
I'M AFRAID OF: rejection and never being fully satisfied and content with my family/self
I DREAM ABOUT: everything. random or not
-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-
COKE OR PEPSI: pepsi
FLOWERS OR CANDY: flowers.
TALL OR SHORT: who cares
-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
WHAT DO YOU NOTICE FIRST: eves
LAST PERSON YOU SLOW DANCED WITH: no idea
WORST QUESTION TO ASK: do you like my friend
WHO MAKES YOU LAUGH THE MOST: ummmm, nick m?
WHO MAKES YOU SMILE: anyone that cares about me
GIVES YOU A FUNNY FEELING WHEN YOU SEE THEM: oh gosh
WHO DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON: I would normally say, but right now I am so confused, even I don't know for once
HAS A CRUSH ON YOU: pssshh. no one not that I know of at least
IS EASIEST TO TALK TO: John
-D O. Y O U .E V E R-
SIT ON THE INTERNET ALL NIGHT WAITING FOR THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE TO I.M. YOU? no
SAVE AIM CONVERSATIONS? if it's reallyhilarious or something.. I haven't in a looong time though
WISH YOU WERE A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX? I have thought about it but then I'm like whoa don't ever think that again hol
CRY BECAUSE OF SOMEONE SAYING SOMETHING TO YOU? yes, all too often
-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
FALLEN FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND? Yes
BEEN IN LOVE? yeh
BEEN REJECTED? yeah
REJECTED SOMEONE? yeah =\ I have that feeling
USED SOMEONE? no
BEEN CHEATED ON? if i have, then they were good cause I dono about it
DONE SOMETHING YOU REGRET? yes. twice. other than that, I don't think you should regret things
LIED? yes
-E X T R A S-
SMOKE CIGARETTES? ew no thank you
COULD YOU LIVE WITHOUT THE COMPUTER? I doubt it hah
COLOR YOUR HAIR? sometimes randomly nothing too drasctic though
EVER GET OFF THE DAMN COMPUTER? eventually
HABLA ESPANOL? non, je parle en francais mes amis <33
HOW MANY PEEPS ARE ON UR BUDDY LIST? too many, I'm bouta cut some down though
dRINK ALCOHOL? have before, I'm glad it's been a while though
LIKE WATCHING SUNRISES OR SUNSETS? yes, both are gorgeous
WHAT HURTS MORE, PHYSICAL OR EMOTIONAL PAIN? it depends both are horrendous
-N U M B E R-
OF TIMES YOURE HEART HAS BEEN BROKEN: twice but.. well I have no need to explain to you all
OF HEARTS I HAVE BROKEN: um 1?
OF GUYS I'VE KISSED (NOT COUNTING FAMILY): 6
OF GIRLS I'VE KISSED (NOT COUNTING FAMILY): 1 but it wasn't like serious, we were joking
OF CONTINENTS I HAVE LIVED IN: 1 (does the bahamas count? hahaha)
OF GOOD FRIENDS: good? 6
OF CD'S THAT I OWN: not counting
OF SCARS ON MY BODY: I'm not sure.. quite a few... I was quite the little tomboy about third grade haha
OF THINGS IN MY PAST THAT I REGRET: 2
-Y O U R . T H O U G H T S-
I KNOW: that I do have sommme potential
I WANT: someone to cuddle with right now
I HAVE: no desire to be friends with shallow people
I WISH: that I were with everyone in Alabama... and I wish that I could control somethings that I def cannot
I HATE: when people have a pessemistic outlook on life
I FEAR: I already said that...
I HEAR: come on...
I SEARCH: for someone to match me exactly in every way. we will just fit.
I WONDER: how things this year will turn out
I REGRET: ...
I LOVE: everything
I CARE: about everyone
I ALWAYS: wonder
I AM NOT: as dumb as some people make me out to be.. but not too smart either
I DANCE: to britney spears in front of the mirror haha
I SING: alllll the time at the top of my lungs ha
I CRY: a lot more than I did a year ago
I DO NOT ALWAYS: listen to my heart
I FIGHT: rarely
I WRITE: a lot
I WIN: umm. stuff?
I LOSE: things and people that matter to me
I CONFUSE- most people... correction-- I AM CONFUSED
I LISTEN: to anyone that needs it
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: listening to music and singing it
I NEED: God love and friendships
I AM HAPPY: around my friends
I SHOULD HAVE: never let him get away

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