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[foodforest]

I saw photos today of the love of my life, his wife, their infant son. It made me feel deflated, like a balloon, and otherwise devoid of emotion. I'm pretty sure I long ago exhausted my bank of emotions regarding this man, but I do find it hard to comprehend that an experience that had such profound and long-lasting effects on me has evaporated from the memory of everyone else involved. I have no idea who I would be right now without it. I have a feeling he would be just the same.

If I never love again, for what?