Becoming Pt. 1
"Becoming" always makes me think of that NIN song.
I,
beat my machine,
it's a part of me,
it's inside of me,
I'm,
stuck in this dream,
it's changing me,
I am becoming.
the me that you know,
he had some second thoughts,
he's covered with scabs,
he is broken and sore,
the me that you know,
he doesn't come around much,
that part of me,
isn't here anymore.
all,
pain disappears,
it's the nature of,
of my circuitry,
drowns,
out all I hear,
no escape from this,
my new consciousness.
the me that you know,
he used to have feelings,
but the blood has stopped pumping,
and he is left to decay,
the me that you know,
is now made up of wires,
and even when I'm right with you,
I'm so far away.
I can try to get away,
but I’ve strapped myself in,
I can try to scratch away,
the sound in my ears,
I can see it killing away,
all of my bad parts,
I don't want to listen,
but it's all too clear.
hiding,
backwards inside of me,
I feel,
so unafraid,
Annie,
hold a little tighter,
I might,
just slip away.
it won't give up,
it wants me dead,
Goddamn this noise,
inside my head.
It fits kind of. I wonder if it's a reference. Or maybe they both reference something that I'm not aware of. Or maybe it's just a word.
I love the Angel's past flashbacks. This is an episdoe that shows us how Angel wasn't a particularly good person before he became a vampire.
And now we have Darla. I remember being really shocked to see her the first time around. How old is Darla at this point?
Angel is a perfect example of how hair can make or break you. He's so hot normally, but he just looks dirty and skeezy with that long hair and sideburns.
I've seen animals crackers a lot this season. There was the whole Oz/Willow conversation. There are some on the table right now and in a recent episode they were in a cake dish in the Bronze.
I love how Angel gives Dru 10 Our Fathers and an act of contrition for being a spawn of Satan.
Yay! I was all excited the first time that I watched this... thinking that maybe they were going to restore Angel's soul and all was going to end all happy and cuddly.
Being in possesion of the spell brings up all sorts of problems. You'd think they'd just go around giving all the vampires their souls back. That's what I would do. I mean, why not?
Kendra seems to have gained some weight since last time. Where's she from anyway? We never know, right? Like Fez.
Whistler. Our first example of a not so evil demon. Did they seriously drive from New York to California in that car?
Buffy just confessed to stealing lipstick. Just like Dawn.
This is a definite departure fron the movie. Different watcher and all.
Angel's got a suicide bomber.
Mr. Pointy. Poor Kendra. I really like her. But if she didn't die, there's be no faith and we couldn't have that.
Is this the first time they fall for that trick or the second? I know they fall for it a couple of times. I love how that track totally plays on Buffy's vanity. You'd think that Kendra could have kicked a little more ass being that she's a slayer and all.
Strange to see Dru actually fighting. Do we ever see that again? She doesn't fight much. Just uses some sort of mojo, I guess.
"Bottom line is, even if you see 'em coming, you're not ready for the big moments. No one asks for their life to change, not really, but it does... So what are we, helpless? Puppets? No. The big moments are gonna come. You can't help that. It's what you do afterwards that counts. That's when you find out who you are... You'll see what I mean."
I,
beat my machine,
it's a part of me,
it's inside of me,
I'm,
stuck in this dream,
it's changing me,
I am becoming.
the me that you know,
he had some second thoughts,
he's covered with scabs,
he is broken and sore,
the me that you know,
he doesn't come around much,
that part of me,
isn't here anymore.
all,
pain disappears,
it's the nature of,
of my circuitry,
drowns,
out all I hear,
no escape from this,
my new consciousness.
the me that you know,
he used to have feelings,
but the blood has stopped pumping,
and he is left to decay,
the me that you know,
is now made up of wires,
and even when I'm right with you,
I'm so far away.
I can try to get away,
but I’ve strapped myself in,
I can try to scratch away,
the sound in my ears,
I can see it killing away,
all of my bad parts,
I don't want to listen,
but it's all too clear.
hiding,
backwards inside of me,
I feel,
so unafraid,
Annie,
hold a little tighter,
I might,
just slip away.
it won't give up,
it wants me dead,
Goddamn this noise,
inside my head.
It fits kind of. I wonder if it's a reference. Or maybe they both reference something that I'm not aware of. Or maybe it's just a word.
I love the Angel's past flashbacks. This is an episdoe that shows us how Angel wasn't a particularly good person before he became a vampire.
And now we have Darla. I remember being really shocked to see her the first time around. How old is Darla at this point?
Angel is a perfect example of how hair can make or break you. He's so hot normally, but he just looks dirty and skeezy with that long hair and sideburns.
I've seen animals crackers a lot this season. There was the whole Oz/Willow conversation. There are some on the table right now and in a recent episode they were in a cake dish in the Bronze.
I love how Angel gives Dru 10 Our Fathers and an act of contrition for being a spawn of Satan.
Yay! I was all excited the first time that I watched this... thinking that maybe they were going to restore Angel's soul and all was going to end all happy and cuddly.
Being in possesion of the spell brings up all sorts of problems. You'd think they'd just go around giving all the vampires their souls back. That's what I would do. I mean, why not?
Kendra seems to have gained some weight since last time. Where's she from anyway? We never know, right? Like Fez.
Whistler. Our first example of a not so evil demon. Did they seriously drive from New York to California in that car?
Buffy just confessed to stealing lipstick. Just like Dawn.
This is a definite departure fron the movie. Different watcher and all.
Angel's got a suicide bomber.
Mr. Pointy. Poor Kendra. I really like her. But if she didn't die, there's be no faith and we couldn't have that.
Is this the first time they fall for that trick or the second? I know they fall for it a couple of times. I love how that track totally plays on Buffy's vanity. You'd think that Kendra could have kicked a little more ass being that she's a slayer and all.
Strange to see Dru actually fighting. Do we ever see that again? She doesn't fight much. Just uses some sort of mojo, I guess.
"Bottom line is, even if you see 'em coming, you're not ready for the big moments. No one asks for their life to change, not really, but it does... So what are we, helpless? Puppets? No. The big moments are gonna come. You can't help that. It's what you do afterwards that counts. That's when you find out who you are... You'll see what I mean."