Jul 17, 2005 22:22
im in love im in love and i dont care who knows it!
talked to michael today. it must have been a good day or something b/c we were being really nice to eachother...he was over at sammanthas house and she was being cool too. i never had a personal problem with sammantha tunnel...but, all of my friends did...DO. and, its liek if i wasnt on their side, i was like a backstabber or an ass kisser or something. but about a month ago i talked to her and i was like "look, i dont have a problem with you...you shoudlnt have one with me. lets be cool" b/c basically, i hate conflict and im a little bit over the whole "high school drama she had sex with my xboyfriend and she called my boyfriend etc" bullshit. hello? has anyone realized that high school is over? i say, lets move on with our lives.
these "friendships" are pretty much over. i dont talk to really anyone anymore...and truthfully, it doesnt bother me that much. high school is over...now comes the time for me to find my true friends...
well, im tired and...im being really emotional and retarded right now. lets hope that means one thing...::knock on wood::...