Jul 16, 2005 11:12
so! all of you said it would happen...and it did. "STOP PLAYING WITH YOUR BELLY BUTTON PIERCE! ITS GOING TO GET INFECTED!" well, shit. its rather disgusting, and painful at that. i have a "puss pocket" or something...or well thats what the tattoo guy said...fuck. it hurts so bad! and its really swollen and red...and that puss pocket? well, its like a huge lump next to my belly button...gross huh?
bob and i went to andrews show last night...he performed in a piece stanton did...mmmmm...it wasnt my favorite piece...but it was still fierce. andrews piece was AMAZING. wow. im so proud of him! hes going to be a huge choreographer one day...and that fool better hook me up! hhaha.
last night was the first time that ive ever like, turned down a "huge" party. im just so tired of it here...tired of the scene...tired of the PEOPLE...its like, everyone is the same. mean, fake, and involved in some kind of addiction...whether it be drugs or drinking. everyone here is an alcoholic. its like, people think they cant have fun without drinking! now, dont get me wrong. i LOVE to party...and drink...and...etc. its fun! but, i dotn always have to do it...theres been many times where ive been like "nah not tonight" and thats fine! i still always have a good time...people here will never learn. and its like...all my friends are going to colleges where the people are EXACTLY like the ones here. no one has dreams here...well, im glad im leaving...
ps-if you call me with the intent of calling me back...why is it you wouldnt 1)answer my call and then 2)not return it? i hate shit like that...its SO annoying.