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[fondfarewell]

it's kind of weird sitting in someone's room alone. in a house that's completely not yours, but that you have come to inhabit alot of the time. and just kind of looking around and seeing all of their shit and kind of missing yours. there's just a feeling that you get in your own room. familiarity and comfort, i guess. my room in gainesville doesn'

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[seandestroys]

this made me sad, but it also made me happy.....this is why i wrote u that letter, but i didnt read this entry till 15 hours after I wrote you....kinda funny.

If you truly want to change your life into a positive thing, you gotta change who you are...i truly think that if you just cut out drinking You would feel alot more confident!

If you wanna make a deal, ill stop smoking if you stop drinking....i think it would prob help both of us in our lives.

just an offer. call me.

[fondfarewell]

yeah, kinda funny. ha. thanks for the letter man, really.

but listen, i don't know if i want to change who i AM. i could never do that. but i can change the negativities in my life. who knows.

and i could never ask you to stop smoking, haha. i dont know, im just not going to drink super often, i think. cuuuuut that shit back, for real. i dont want to kid myself on this month thing and then go right back to the way it is. so if i just dramatically decrease what's been going on, i think that will help.

love you, sean.

[shanasaurus]

i think you can handle it.
i think you'll rock your fucking exams and pass this goddamn semester.
that i have faith in.
the drinking thing, well...
haha, either way, you know i love you the most.<3

[fondfarewell]

yeah, i think i remember that i stopped drinking during summer too and you bet it would be a very short time that i stuck that out. and yeah, you were right.

i love you the most too<33

[shanasaurus]

remember: new life plans don't EVER work.
the key is "to just make a conscious effort to try and do less bad things. because when you rule them out altogether, you just want to do them more. if you just try to limit yourself, then it's not as bad."

i think i said that one in response to my many successful new life plans. it went over pretty well, as always. haha psh.

[dearforapenny]

well you know that nobody has less faith in you (to do the right thing) than i, and i def think you'll do fiiiine on your exams, probably better than me and i've been going to class!! you'll figure out the car thing too. stuff with you always looks really bad, but i honestly think no matter what horrible choices you make, you actually have pretty good luck. it always works itself out. so don't sweat it.

i guess if you stopped drinking that'd be like a respectful effort
ORRR you could just move to australia!! haha

we're both in gaynessville but you're not in my apartment because i am way sick... feels like something is missing!!
ahh that smoke in the air

[fondfarewell]

man, that's the truth (you know, about you having zero faith in me, haha). but seriously, i hope you're right. i think you'll be ok for the semester..you'll get it under control. if not, i'm thinking i could be below bright futures, but we'll make it up and we'll win. just don't go to UCF or i wont be able to supply you with the fresh fresh scent of cigarette smoke.

[anonymous]

agh, taylor. this entry is so where i am right now. please please please call me or come online or something, because i really want to talk to you about life. you know you can always count on me to have sucky life issues as well, so let's comiserate.

[fondfarewell]

CHARGE YOUR PHONE!!!!! goddammit.
i've been calling you for like 36 hours straight and really wanting to talk to you. bouncing shit life stories off eachother is one of my favorite past times, really. ha<3

[oysterextract]

hey man you're 19 ... enjoying the last year of your perfect teenhood