There isn't anything i can do but write.
It's so much harder then i ever thought it would be.
I was watching the last episode of Grey's Anatomy about everyone having secrets... i have some pretty big ones... this morning i cried because of everything thats been happening around here.
What do you do when a young boy gets killed for sticking up for his family and friends... for no reason... This country certainly doesn't promote freedom of speech. In fact it promotes corrupt police, corrupt legal system... Its a fucking corrupt country...
I'm ashamed to admit that i've been abusing that... and there isnt really anything else to do...
About 10 years ago my brother was on holiday with some friends, close friends. My brother was always one of those lads that got into fights not because he could or because he wanted to but because it was what he felt was right. There are many occasions that thinking back to them now i could've lost him because he was ready to be the hero... and i hated him and idolised him for doing so. This holiday of their's.... well sitting in a restaurant my brother and his 3 friends see this guy starting to beat up on this girl, my brother and his friend walk over and calmly ask the guy whats happening, the guy hits my brother with a bottle and stabs his friend. He lost a lot of blood 9 pints or something... and unfortunatley didn't make it...
My brother wasn't trying to provoke any violence but stop it... who the fuck has the right to take someone's life? Who made them God, if God is so great why the fuck did he give these guy's God complexs... I'm most likely going to go to hell for saying this crap but fuck it. I just don't get it.
I hate it. I can't talk about it. My mum keeps asking me about him and i'm not even sure i believe its true. I'm just dumbfounded that the world is like this...
He's gone.. and i'm sorry for that...
I was watching the last episode of Grey's Anatomy about everyone having secrets... i have some pretty big ones... this morning i cried because of everything thats been happening around here.
What do you do when a young boy gets killed for sticking up for his family and friends... for no reason... This country certainly doesn't promote freedom of speech. In fact it promotes corrupt police, corrupt legal system... Its a fucking corrupt country...
I'm ashamed to admit that i've been abusing that... and there isnt really anything else to do...
About 10 years ago my brother was on holiday with some friends, close friends. My brother was always one of those lads that got into fights not because he could or because he wanted to but because it was what he felt was right. There are many occasions that thinking back to them now i could've lost him because he was ready to be the hero... and i hated him and idolised him for doing so. This holiday of their's.... well sitting in a restaurant my brother and his 3 friends see this guy starting to beat up on this girl, my brother and his friend walk over and calmly ask the guy whats happening, the guy hits my brother with a bottle and stabs his friend. He lost a lot of blood 9 pints or something... and unfortunatley didn't make it...
My brother wasn't trying to provoke any violence but stop it... who the fuck has the right to take someone's life? Who made them God, if God is so great why the fuck did he give these guy's God complexs... I'm most likely going to go to hell for saying this crap but fuck it. I just don't get it.
I hate it. I can't talk about it. My mum keeps asking me about him and i'm not even sure i believe its true. I'm just dumbfounded that the world is like this...
He's gone.. and i'm sorry for that...