Virginity
"Thinking About Virginity"
This collage is something of a reflection about a topic that concerns me, my virginity. Yes, I am a virgin. I'll be 17 in less than a month, though, and after that point, I don't know if I'll continue to wait before having sex. I'm not exactly in a relationship. I've never had a real boyfriend, or even gone on a solo date. Stuff like that is forbidden in my household. My parents are very conservative and religious, which is probably fast becoming obvious in some of my posts here and elsewhere, and they've always taught me and my siblings that dating is a dangerous practise and that it's wiser to wait until you're prepared for marriage to begin thinking about finding "the one". Right now, I'm supposed to be focussed more on studying than on boys - or men, in my case, I've never been into younger boys or guys my own age - and my parents have the attitude that even if you're pulling all As, spending half your time revising, acting perfectly obedient and so on, it's still unsafe to go out on a date or spend much time socialising with the opposite sex. So, I don't have any experience with boyfriends, just some random weird experiences that maybe I misunderstood at the time. I feel like I want to go farther. Well, sometime.