first entry of 2006!
the 23rd we left for oregon. the plane ride was hell. there we went snowboarding and lazed around in the condo. we went hot tubbing, if that's one word i don't know, met some drunks and some hot kids. guys always think i am much older than i am, bothersome something, at other times, it plays in favor for me. christmas was funnn, and new years eve we went to church and they asked a 'virgin mary' to come up and jesse and steph and i were eating candy canes in the back and nicks like 'i guess that excludes you three' and we were laughing and, hah, really not much a of a church experience like back home. snowboarding was beyond encredible, like what you see on burton dvds, i won't begin to try to describe it. just go snowboard out west, that's real snowboarding, bristol is a hill. the day before new years i got my noce pierced and went to pizza and the movies and COLD STONE CREAMERY, wahoo..with nick and jesse and steph and garret and katie. The badgers--nick and steph, and the burkholders--garret and katie, havn't exactly been on good terms lately due to nick and garret fighting because garrets and asshole. and asshole that has been in love with me since i was 13, he always thinks im older than i am though, even though he knows, he thinks im lying to him i swear it. New years was even worse than last summer with him, plus he was drunk off his ass, which added to the hitting on, nick pushed him through a hole in the wall though, that set him straight, except he wouldn't stop apologizing and saying 'the truth comes out when you're drunk' We went shopping a lot there too, which was fun, because i was with steph and that's rare. They are coming out this summer for sarah's wedding though, yipps to that. The plane ride home was alright, i was buzzing off mt. dew and expresso beans. We got delayed in chicago 3 hours then they sent our luggage to austin, sweet. I was so tripping i didn't care. The day after i got home i went to marissas for a bit, got the 411 since ive been gone. Tuesday i drank so much mt. dew i was twitching and skipping everywhere. I even managed to act non hating towards ben. Only to find out that night that i got lied to again, sweeeet. I'm so used to it now really..immuned is the right word choice. I started being me and overanalyzing and hyper-crying, which is where i breathe really fast..it usually only happens where i get hurt like physically, it was super-wierd, and i couldn't stop, or sleep. I can't really be emotional about things anymore because i honestly never know to be upset over it because i don't know who is telling the truth, hah, i can laugh about it now. Ooohhh damn, the food fight today, sweeet. I got hit with a milk carton, full mind you, and then i saw all the shit go down so jenelle and i got to write down all that we saw for mr. mead and talk to the cops, quite exreme, because of the tray whipping it was more assault than just a food fight. I felt like i should write but i'm so not in the mood really. Hope your 2006 is going super so far.