If you wanna keep something precious, gotta lock it up and throw away the key.
Hmm, having quite a time thinking over and over where I am in my life right now, and what I want. Who am I? What am I like? Am I simple? Am I complex? I've been hit with a ton of bricks, so to speak. Too much has been tossed at me at once, all involving the same basic idea. So now I have to sit and think about what's prudent, what's necissary, what's important, what's frivilous. Fun times.
At least I have loving friends whome I adore to death. That's most important. That keeps me sane. Keeps you regular, as Viggo Mortensen would say, hah!
I keep my plans in the future, and have now realized that they are nearly at hand. Travelling, backpedaling, branching out. Just ... everything is now. I had plans for April. April is in a few weeks. I had plans for my life. Opportunities have leapt at me unexpectedly.
I wish I wasn't so immersed in the practice of procrastination (oxymoron?).
I am utterly exhausted from work. Because of a party right at opening, we had to be there at a quarter to three. Worked all the way up to fifteen passed nine. There were still tables seated, but I busted it out of there as soon as I saw my window of opportunity. Joel tipped me an arm and a leg. Literally. I don't know what to do with these severed limbs. They aren't even his, that's what's disturbing.
Laura was in Portland today, and I didn't get the chance to see her AT ALL! I thought at least that she would come into Giovanni's with Tim, WHICH SHE DIDNT DO! That's okay. I'll see her over spring break ... RIGHT?! >:O
I've made a new friend. And very rapidly. Wow. That was easy. Sweet.
I've also been recognised as a person who's Celexa is working properly. I'm being invited to things that people hesitated to invite me to before. Friends and family are noting my boost in cheeryness and confidence. Coworkers agree my diligence has increased. Let's hope this ship keeps sailing.
At least I have loving friends whome I adore to death. That's most important. That keeps me sane. Keeps you regular, as Viggo Mortensen would say, hah!
I keep my plans in the future, and have now realized that they are nearly at hand. Travelling, backpedaling, branching out. Just ... everything is now. I had plans for April. April is in a few weeks. I had plans for my life. Opportunities have leapt at me unexpectedly.
I wish I wasn't so immersed in the practice of procrastination (oxymoron?).
I am utterly exhausted from work. Because of a party right at opening, we had to be there at a quarter to three. Worked all the way up to fifteen passed nine. There were still tables seated, but I busted it out of there as soon as I saw my window of opportunity. Joel tipped me an arm and a leg. Literally. I don't know what to do with these severed limbs. They aren't even his, that's what's disturbing.
Laura was in Portland today, and I didn't get the chance to see her AT ALL! I thought at least that she would come into Giovanni's with Tim, WHICH SHE DIDNT DO! That's okay. I'll see her over spring break ... RIGHT?! >:O
I've made a new friend. And very rapidly. Wow. That was easy. Sweet.
I've also been recognised as a person who's Celexa is working properly. I'm being invited to things that people hesitated to invite me to before. Friends and family are noting my boost in cheeryness and confidence. Coworkers agree my diligence has increased. Let's hope this ship keeps sailing.