ready

[flyraeven]

I am ready to let go of the joy and sorrow, the hope and despair and my feelings of inadequacy. it consumes too much when i let it, and most of the time, its all irrelevant anyways. i guess it took me being honest with feelings i never expessed to really be ready to let them go.

now the challenge comes in trying to feel like its not a mistake, or something i will regret later.

Or thats its the right things to do.

See...this is why it takes me so long to make up my damn mind...