I've done it again :-(

Oct 02, 2005 15:51

I've been cutting again. I feel so disappointd because I haven't done it for so long and thought that maybe I had learnt to control it. Obviously not. :( I was just so upset and didn't know what to do. I haven't told my parents yet. Do I need to tell them though? They know that I have this problem but do I really need to update them everytime I cut? I really don't want to worry my mum. She has to put up with so much and I hate to think that I cause most of her stress. :( What scares me the most is that I didn't seem to feel anything when I cut so I went deeper. That's really worrying me. :( Sorry for this depressing update. I'll leave now.

depressed, family, upset, self harm, anxiety, scared

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