Oct 02, 2005 15:51
I've been cutting again. I feel so disappointd because I haven't done
it for so long and thought that maybe I had learnt to control it.
Obviously not. :( I was just so upset and didn't know what to do. I
haven't told my parents yet. Do I need to tell them though? They know
that I have this problem but do I really need to update them everytime
I cut? I really don't want to worry my mum. She has to put up with so
much and I hate to think that I cause most of her stress. :(
What scares me the most is that I didn't seem to feel anything when I
cut so I went deeper. That's really worrying me. :(
Sorry for this depressing update. I'll leave now.
depressed,
family,
upset,
self harm,
anxiety,
scared