Looking for a fic........
I'm not sure where I read this but I'm pretty sure it was somewhere on LiveJournal, anyway It was a fic (not trying to be gross) where nathan rapes a teenage Peter or it was something like that with unconsentual sex. I wish I could remember more to describe it, but it was really good and I would love to find it again. I think somewhere at the end the fic describes Peter curled up on the bed in a ball, I dunno someone help!