Mar 21, 2006 18:54
Well yea for those who don't know I'm PREGNANT. yea the biggest mistake of my life but i'm finally seeing a brighter side to it. Justin is maturing and doing so well. He really loves me and wants to take care of me and this baby. I couldn't have asked God for a better guy. We have our days, especially lately, but we always make up and we make up well!
I'm working at Chase bank in Tempe as a collections rep. I call people and tell them they owe money so you guys better pay your bills or you'll be hearing from me! It's a pretty good paying job, the best i've ever had. I go to work really early but thats ok I kinda like driving in the morning when its still dark. It's a pretty easy jobm has great benefits, paid vacations, great maternatly leave, and great for while i'm prgnant since its not going to well. I've been very sick and tired and in a lot of pain.
A part of me wants to go back to beauty school but its just not a good idea right now. plus i'm affraid i will just hate it again since my back hurts so bad. I wish that mother fucker wouldn't have been so stupid that night and maybe i'd be able to enjoy beauty school cuz my back wouldn't hurt. *sigh*
So life sucks but its getting better. I thank God every day for the things he's giving me and every day I have to live. That is what is truly importnant right?
Well as dumb as I thought YOU were YOU just got dumber. I can honestly say I hate you. hmmm and trust me it takes a lot for me to hate a person.
well i need friends and i need a life. justin is at school and working all the time and i am at home all night with nothing to do so call me people PLEASE!!! 623-340-9822