we laughed so much, and then we cried all night
Why, why, why am I feeling jealous? Why can't I get over him? I don't get it. Whenever there's a chance for a relationship to blossom I end up pushing the other boy away and keeping him at arm's length because I can't bring myself to lose myself in him. Maybe I haven't found the right guy to swoop me off my feet and break me out of this routine, or maybe I'm destined to have these lingering feelings forcing their way into my potential relationships for a little while longer. Whatever. At least the sex is fun.
I guess the next time he visits I shouldn't sleep with him...twice. But fuck we were drunk. And it was fun; I've never woken up to having sex before.
I just want to cuddle up next to Abby.
In lighter news I finally have a job. The endless searching and stressing finally paid off, as I'm now the Marketing Coordinator/Administrative Assistant for Easter Seals. It seems like a pretty sweet Monday to Friday, 9 - 5 job.
Holy emo.
I guess the next time he visits I shouldn't sleep with him...twice. But fuck we were drunk. And it was fun; I've never woken up to having sex before.
I just want to cuddle up next to Abby.
In lighter news I finally have a job. The endless searching and stressing finally paid off, as I'm now the Marketing Coordinator/Administrative Assistant for Easter Seals. It seems like a pretty sweet Monday to Friday, 9 - 5 job.
Holy emo.