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[flygrl06]

ok I really wanna cry

I just cant work up the courage to tell him and i dont kno why im actin so scary

I believe in Karma and i believe that my descion will bite me in the butt

I dont wanna hurt his feelings

but on the other hand I dont want him to think im a liar.. .he said he likes people who are honest

but then again, it is my night

but i still dont want to be the bad guy, im always the bitch..the one who changes my mind

i should just stick it out and go

im screwed

he'll hate me and never wanna talk to me again and ill seem like a freakin ....ok i just need to breathe

pople are confusin me...they tell me taht i need to tell him but they kno good and well that i they think that i am really wrong ...am i wrong?

i mean i was wrong for sayin yes in the begginning...i shoulda just said ill think about it

but it made sense at the time to wanna go wit him..i always thought that we would...and we would go and have a great time and have sex!!!..lol

but now someone else has finnally popped up..someone who is fine and different and extremly sweet and im not gona ruin this

shit shit shit