Feb 18, 2006 13:14
well, i havent written in livejournal in sooo long, myspace has really won me over.
Im dating this...well "talkin"..to this half black half norweigan dude and hes actaully really hot..yes i did it, i got a hot guy to start likin and pursuin me! I didnt have to initiate anything. He had been seeing me at our top teens meetings and saw me at our presentation ball and wanted to talk to me but he didnt kno if reggie wuz my man so he didnt say anything. And so HE found ME on myspace and got my screen name and we talked online for a while (like 2 days) and then HE asked for MY number and HE called ME. And mrs. stovey saw his picture and asked me if he was blind (cause why would someone as fine as him wanna talk to me..lawd lawd, i kno shes playin tho) it doesnt matter anyway cause hes realllllyyy sweeeet and reaaallly foreign. Actually hes kinda so sweet that it seems too good to be true, like ive yet to find something that turns me off about him but hes just so interesting, polite, and just NICE.
We were supposed to go to the movies last nite and I specifically told him AMC 30 gulfpointe, and apparently he thought that there was only ONE AMC 30 in the whole state of texas and so he so went to one in dunville and assumed that he just HAD to be at the right one cause there was only one AMC 30 (its ok, hes only been in houston for 7 months, he came from norway) but he apologized profusly and just made me smile from ear to ear because he seemed like he cared so much that he messed up. he went on and on about how stupid he was(so sad..lol)and of course i told him he wasnt stupid but he said he really wanted to see me! and he asked me out for tonite so we are gonna try this again...sheesh
Also my senior recital will be a month from friday..damn
I found out something and made me really mad because im tired of goin round and round in little circles with him and im doin it anymore.
Wat if me and Benjamin get together and then we go out and i fall madly in love with him and i wanna take him to prom?..and ive already been asked by someone?..would it be wrong to not take that person and take my new man(benjamin)...mrs. cardenas says im jumpin the gun a bit but actually im not cause people are really gettin ancy about not havin a date and i have to by tickets and i need to kno if i need one or two and i need to tell this person before its too late but i dont want to now cause wat if me and benjamin dont even work out, i mean right now i cant possibly even imagine it not workin cause hes really got me goin here..but i just dont kno..damn damn, and i wanna go with the other person but just as friends and i kno we'll have fun but it would be even better if i could go with someone that im.. you kno..how do i put it..like, romantically involved with (oo la la)