despite the fact that i'm positively certain some of that was directed towards me, you expressed it very well. i'm very sorry i haven't been there for you as i should have been. that was very unfriendly of me. i'm sorry for just being a 'school acquaintance.' i really wish i could take it back, and take you as a friend. you definitely seem like a really cool person, and i'm sorry i didn't really do anything about that. will you please forgive me? i'll talk to you tomorrow. xoxo
rayna, i know you already told me about this entry, but i know i've been one of the self-absorbed bastards you speak of. i'm really sorry if i haven't been there and only talked to you when i had a problem. winter break was an opening experience to me as well. i mean, you and anna were the only ones that i spent time with out of my circle of friends; and like i said in my LJ, it just felt good to be around you two b/c it wasn't the emense drama that usually comes with hanging out with everyone. (Not saying that drama happens every single time, but it feels that way; sometimes the drama just follows us) I feel you in the sense that some people that are my "friends" only talk to me to tell me of the drama or ask me about the drama. i'm really sorry if i pulled you like that or did it to people you care about. And Rayna, you are my true friend and i'm sorry if i don't show it or tell you enough. y
Rae, I'm not sure who you were talking about in particular, but i just thought that i would let you know that i've been through what you've said...some old friends of mine only used me because they liked the advice that i gave them, and for awhile i fell for it... but as soon as i would go to them thinking that since I had helped them out they would do the same for me, they would basically brush me off. So believe me, I know what you mean...and i know we are still in the rekindling type stages of our relationship...i want you to know that i'm always there for you, after all we were so close in preschool(lol) Love ya ~Staci
Hey Rae, I just read your rant...it's Steph, and i made my own account here so i could post this!!! u can check it....i've decided to keep an online journal...anyway, we talked about this, and i wanted to say, that as hard as that may have been to write, i'm proud of you for doing it. It's harder than you think to actually express what you truly feel to or about people--i know, i have troubles with it myself. I just wanted to say, just always know there are people that care about, like me.....I Really Care About You. You are such a beautiful person, It's hard to keep in touch sometimes and distance doesn't make it any easier, but even though shit happens and it becomes almost impossible to deal, I'M HERE FOR YOU! YOU HAVE THE NUMBER.....CALL ME! ......like my mom always says: This too, shall pass.....and believe me or not it will.
I LOVE YOU RAE!!!!!
Lylas, Steph
I can't wait to see you hopefully MLK/President's Day weekend!! :)
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I'm not sure who you were talking about in particular, but i just thought that i would let you know that i've been through what you've said...some old friends of mine only used me because they liked the advice that i gave them, and for awhile i fell for it... but as soon as i would go to them thinking that since I had helped them out they would do the same for me, they would basically brush me off. So believe me, I know what you mean...and i know we are still in the rekindling type stages of our relationship...i want you to know that i'm always there for you, after all we were so close in preschool(lol)
Love ya
~Staci
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I just read your rant...it's Steph, and i made my own account here so i could post this!!! u can check it....i've decided to keep an online journal...anyway, we talked about this, and i wanted to say, that as hard as that may have been to write, i'm proud of you for doing it. It's harder than you think to actually express what you truly feel to or about people--i know, i have troubles with it myself. I just wanted to say, just always know there are people that care about, like me.....I Really Care About You. You are such a beautiful person, It's hard to keep in touch sometimes and distance doesn't make it any easier, but even though shit happens and it becomes almost impossible to deal, I'M HERE FOR YOU! YOU HAVE THE NUMBER.....CALL ME! ......like my mom always says: This too, shall pass.....and believe me or not it will.
I LOVE YOU RAE!!!!!
Lylas,
Steph
I can't wait to see you hopefully MLK/President's Day weekend!! :)
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