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First Off i wanna say im sry for considering sucide as an answer to my problems. I realized i didnt wanna hurt anyone. If i was a real friend and i really cared about you i wouldent have even concidered it. Im extremely sorry, and im gonna try others way to cope, im sorrounded by people who care and love me, and those people i care for too, thats whats keeping me back from it. I love everyoen more then anything. I came really close, but i realized no one would forgive me and my family would be destroyed. Im very sorry.
I wanna thank anyone who helped me or tried to help me in those times of need. (this might sound korny or stupid but i dont care)
first off i wanna thank
colleen for being my best friend for 5 years,i love you, and you always stood by me, thanks for being there i love you always and forever and im sorry that i even concidered leaveign you alone.
katie- Thnaks for being so funny and always there for me, ur great and i love you, lol for all the prank calls were way toooo funny. I <3 u
Pj- I wanna say that im so sorry for all this. I really care about you and i wouldent beable to die with you not forgiveing me, i care about you so much, and i wanna thank you for haveing you to talk with, your a great lisiner and a great friend, you changed my views on everythign and you saved me. I also wanna say sorry for all those times i annoyed you. But yea thanks for being there, Cuz if you werent everyhtign would be different. Thankyou i owe the world too.
Sarah- Hey sarah i wanna say that i thank you for being so funny, and being able to try and solve thing, your great and i love you so much
Vinnie- I wanna say im sorry for rejecting you trying to help me. That was way retarted and now i understand. I car e about you to an di thank you for careing baout me, i really appreciate it and im sorry for all those hard things i put you threw.
Richy- I <3 You for beign such a good friend. Being there when i had the urge fro drugs and acid. Im sorry and i really thank you for being there cuz if you werent i dont kno what i do.
jen d- Thanks for letting me use ur hair straigtner constantly and thnaks for beign a good friend for 5 years... <33333
to all my other friends and people i care abotu i <3 you , and i just dont feel liek typeign so yea
anyhow
im goign to jeffs now and im goign to learn more guitar..jeff is awesome!!!, and then after that i get too see JOE JOE!!! ihavent seen him since spring.. Im so happy
I wanna thank anyone who helped me or tried to help me in those times of need. (this might sound korny or stupid but i dont care)
first off i wanna thank
colleen for being my best friend for 5 years,i love you, and you always stood by me, thanks for being there i love you always and forever and im sorry that i even concidered leaveign you alone.
katie- Thnaks for being so funny and always there for me, ur great and i love you, lol for all the prank calls were way toooo funny. I <3 u
Pj- I wanna say that im so sorry for all this. I really care about you and i wouldent beable to die with you not forgiveing me, i care about you so much, and i wanna thank you for haveing you to talk with, your a great lisiner and a great friend, you changed my views on everythign and you saved me. I also wanna say sorry for all those times i annoyed you. But yea thanks for being there, Cuz if you werent everyhtign would be different. Thankyou i owe the world too.
Sarah- Hey sarah i wanna say that i thank you for being so funny, and being able to try and solve thing, your great and i love you so much
Vinnie- I wanna say im sorry for rejecting you trying to help me. That was way retarted and now i understand. I car e about you to an di thank you for careing baout me, i really appreciate it and im sorry for all those hard things i put you threw.
Richy- I <3 You for beign such a good friend. Being there when i had the urge fro drugs and acid. Im sorry and i really thank you for being there cuz if you werent i dont kno what i do.
jen d- Thanks for letting me use ur hair straigtner constantly and thnaks for beign a good friend for 5 years... <33333
to all my other friends and people i care abotu i <3 you , and i just dont feel liek typeign so yea
anyhow
im goign to jeffs now and im goign to learn more guitar..jeff is awesome!!!, and then after that i get too see JOE JOE!!! ihavent seen him since spring.. Im so happy