Dec 24, 2004 15:48
ok as you know, its christmas eve, and right this minute im straigting my hair as i type, anyhow i ve bin to school once in the past 3 weeks, i need to catch up badly. Yesturday me and colleen went to the mall and we bought christmas presents for eveyone! Colleen got me this cute Kinder Goth doll.. I got my mom these candles from "Yankee Candle"..AWW ray asked Katie yesturday night, and she really liekd him too. Thats soo cute.. Anyhow so Katie is going out with ray, sarah and kevin, chris and Val, Colleen and richy, Gena and adam and so on....i feel so loney i want a Boyfriend to care for too, its liek everyone around me has a boyfriend they really like besides me. But im not dessperate. I guess im waiting for someone perfect, i think thtas why im so depressed lately besides what else has bin going on. I feel guilty for vinny feelign guilty, im really sry, im thinking abotu writeing him a note saying im sry about all this and stuff. But anyhow tommrow is christmas and im excited. I really need to fix my layout but whatever cuz mines gay and retarded. Yea and im listing to julian Sing. Omg yesturday gena Called me andshes home and im soo happy! i cant wait to see her!