Nov 08, 2010 17:33
Day 02 - Your first love
HOLY UNREQUITED LOVE BATMAN
no I won't get into that; but the next best thing
Ok, first off, due to childhood trauma, I was deathly afraid of boys in school; not so much now, but back then, YEAH.
I was in 6th grade; his name was Marcus. He was the nerdiest nerd of nerddom and I just didn't give a fuck. HE ALSO HAD A GIRLFRIEND, ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS. Well, they broke up, and I went in for the kill. Mind you the whole time I was knees-shaking afraid of this guy for no reason due to PTSD but hey I liked him and I even asked him out in 8th grade.
We were together for 3 DAYS and it was hell. Well, he was nice, and I sort of wish I had been normal at the time because man I think we would still be together. But my mental issues made it so stressful, I couldn't do it anymore so I broke up with him.
But he was a nice sport; on the last day of middle school, I got sick and threw up all over myself and he guided me to the bathroom while I was covered in sickly shame.
Years later, he showed up at my AWESOME ARCADE JOB WHICH I MISS DEARLY playing DDR with a tall white girl; he was dressed in Hot Topic garb, he remembered my name and I looked at his cell phone wallpaper and it was Ouran High School Host Club. To this day, I'm pretty sure he's gay XD
day two lololol
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