how
I havent gotten any sleep for the last few days...
This is the first time I have ever had my heart broken, and if it says anything, I would rather of had cancer. This is most likly the worst thing ever. Going through 1 year 9 months of the best thing I think I have ever experianced... Nothing was wrong, everything was perfect. Well, why did it end? Because I was going to college and she wanted to spend her senior year free of distraction.
To be labled as a distraction is a terrible thing, please if you ever care about someone do not ever refer to them as a distraction. That put the first hole through my heart. Then after all of everything we went through. I stuck with her through everything that we went through. I am not going to name everything but it was very bad. I had people ask me why I would put up with it for a girl. Well I thought this girl was the best thing that ever happend to come in my life. I would have given anything to her and still would. I still love her more than anything, I need to hear her voice, I need to see her... but its not good... not what she would want.
She wanted to do this and believe me, when you care about someone so much that you have to let them go it is the worst feeling in the world. She wanted to leave me , I begged her not to, but she said it was for the better. And I trust her.
...we were supposed to live our entire lives together
...she told me nothing would happen to us
...I miss her
...I need her
but nothing will stop me from praying every night, that the next day is the day you call to say I love you again.
This is the first time I have ever had my heart broken, and if it says anything, I would rather of had cancer. This is most likly the worst thing ever. Going through 1 year 9 months of the best thing I think I have ever experianced... Nothing was wrong, everything was perfect. Well, why did it end? Because I was going to college and she wanted to spend her senior year free of distraction.
To be labled as a distraction is a terrible thing, please if you ever care about someone do not ever refer to them as a distraction. That put the first hole through my heart. Then after all of everything we went through. I stuck with her through everything that we went through. I am not going to name everything but it was very bad. I had people ask me why I would put up with it for a girl. Well I thought this girl was the best thing that ever happend to come in my life. I would have given anything to her and still would. I still love her more than anything, I need to hear her voice, I need to see her... but its not good... not what she would want.
She wanted to do this and believe me, when you care about someone so much that you have to let them go it is the worst feeling in the world. She wanted to leave me , I begged her not to, but she said it was for the better. And I trust her.
...we were supposed to live our entire lives together
...she told me nothing would happen to us
...I miss her
...I need her
but nothing will stop me from praying every night, that the next day is the day you call to say I love you again.