(no subject)
i seriously want to scream so fucking bad right now. i just don't understand how ...i just don't understand. are you dating raj? i mean really. are you? because you can. i don't care.
i hate getting this worked up, but i feel like he doesn't even care. he doesn't show me that he cares. he doesn't ever act like he wants to spend time with me. no, jeremy, if you're reading this its not because you're going to the going away party, so don't think that.
i called him at 5. he was going to shower and then go turn in an application. so i waited around thinking it'd be about at hour. 2 and half hours later he calls me. says he forgot about a going away party. fine. oh by the way, raj says hi. ohhhh you're with raj? awesome. forget about me? no i'm sure he just stopped by, but see i have no idea of knowing because i'm a stupid bitch. i seriously feel like a stupid whore after typing all this out.
i'm just ranting really. ohh but i'm seriously so mad. i'm going to hang out and get drunk tonight. fuck.
i hate getting this worked up, but i feel like he doesn't even care. he doesn't show me that he cares. he doesn't ever act like he wants to spend time with me. no, jeremy, if you're reading this its not because you're going to the going away party, so don't think that.
i called him at 5. he was going to shower and then go turn in an application. so i waited around thinking it'd be about at hour. 2 and half hours later he calls me. says he forgot about a going away party. fine. oh by the way, raj says hi. ohhhh you're with raj? awesome. forget about me? no i'm sure he just stopped by, but see i have no idea of knowing because i'm a stupid bitch. i seriously feel like a stupid whore after typing all this out.
i'm just ranting really. ohh but i'm seriously so mad. i'm going to hang out and get drunk tonight. fuck.