I'm alrightttttt.
It's a beautiful day, not a cloud in sight so I guess I'm doing alright.
Mannnn. I just talked to my foster sister for 45 minutes on the phone. And before that I finally called my foster parents that I lived with for 3 years when I was younger. I miss them, they were pretty strict but they had us in their best interest and loved us with everything they had in em. They made me realize so much and got me through a lot that my own mother couldn't. I need to see them, it sucks they live 3000 miles away and Yve my foster sister got adopted by a different family in NC and don't even know who I am. And I really want to see her. She finally turns 18 in September.
The down side to today is the fact that I had to call out because Megan's freaking car is doing this weird jerking noise and the breaks jolted twice today. I thought Megan was kidding around and just tapping the break so I flew back and forth but it wasn't her, she was pressing the break..hard.. and we were still jolting forward. I fucking flipped out. Especially since the other day ...oh my god.. we were going over to my friend Sami's house and we were getting off the freeway and it was pitch black. The lighting on that ramp sucks and the next thing you know I see part of a headlight facing towards us and I screamed "MEGAN!" and before we knew it we almost hit this crashed car (it literally had just crashed) and so Megan swerved and ended up running over their bumper and rummage from their accident that was in the road and the rest of the cars were swerving to try to not run over their crap either. Well whatever we hit must of hurt the engine in some way, it felt like we were off roading. That's how bad whatever we hit got to the car. IT SCARED THE FUCKING SHIT OUT OF ME. I fucking hate car accidents and whoever was in that smashed car that we almost hit again, had to of been dead I swear because they only had a back seat left and if we had hit them again that car would have had nothing left. Thats how bad it was. I have really bad anxiety when it comes to car accidents, I keep putting off driving cause I never want to get in one again.
Mannnn. I just talked to my foster sister for 45 minutes on the phone. And before that I finally called my foster parents that I lived with for 3 years when I was younger. I miss them, they were pretty strict but they had us in their best interest and loved us with everything they had in em. They made me realize so much and got me through a lot that my own mother couldn't. I need to see them, it sucks they live 3000 miles away and Yve my foster sister got adopted by a different family in NC and don't even know who I am. And I really want to see her. She finally turns 18 in September.
The down side to today is the fact that I had to call out because Megan's freaking car is doing this weird jerking noise and the breaks jolted twice today. I thought Megan was kidding around and just tapping the break so I flew back and forth but it wasn't her, she was pressing the break..hard.. and we were still jolting forward. I fucking flipped out. Especially since the other day ...oh my god.. we were going over to my friend Sami's house and we were getting off the freeway and it was pitch black. The lighting on that ramp sucks and the next thing you know I see part of a headlight facing towards us and I screamed "MEGAN!" and before we knew it we almost hit this crashed car (it literally had just crashed) and so Megan swerved and ended up running over their bumper and rummage from their accident that was in the road and the rest of the cars were swerving to try to not run over their crap either. Well whatever we hit must of hurt the engine in some way, it felt like we were off roading. That's how bad whatever we hit got to the car. IT SCARED THE FUCKING SHIT OUT OF ME. I fucking hate car accidents and whoever was in that smashed car that we almost hit again, had to of been dead I swear because they only had a back seat left and if we had hit them again that car would have had nothing left. Thats how bad it was. I have really bad anxiety when it comes to car accidents, I keep putting off driving cause I never want to get in one again.