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Man I've been so sick lately.. it sucks. I've been so neaseus. And last night I had such a bad migraine I was crying. I got so sick last week that I went to the doctors twice. Once for my sinus infection, that's pretty cleared up and then a few days later I was in tears because I had inflammation in my chest and I didn't know that's what it was so I was freaking out thinking I was having a heart attack, had to get put on steriods for 3 days and a shot in my ass and then I was fine.
I finally found a doctor that won't tell me that all my problems are because I'm chubby. He's actually chubby himself. And hes white and he knew exactly what was wrong when I told him my symptoms. I went to this same doctor office previously and I got a man that was indian I suppose and could not speak english clearly for the life of him and he kept fucking saying that everything that was wrong with me was because I'm fat. I don't wanna hear that, yes I'm fat but I do not need to be reminded of it every second and no, not ALL of my problems are because I'm fat. I asked him to put me on birth control and he like WHIPPED around and was like "just wear condoms, it's not good when chubby" or some shit. And he would not stop looking at Megan whenever he said wear condoms. DOES HE NOT SEE THAT SHE HAS TITS?! Obviouslyyyy. And I don't want my fucking birth control for sexual reasons, I clearly don't need it for that. I have HORRIBLE periods, and sometimes I go 5 months without one. I'm not complaining but fucking when I do get them they are EXTREME. Misscarraige kind of periods. And no, you don't want that. I just want my periods to be regulated, anyways.. I'm gonna ask this new doctor about birth control haha
Speaking of weight issues, I'm going to be eating better. Megans Nana, myself and Megan all started eating better. We shop at fresh&easy which is an all organic kind of store, like Trader Joes but we dont have those here =[ and I'm only eating chicken, no red meat. Maybe fast food once a week if I feel like it but as far as a strict diet, I'm eating whatever I want, just healthier. Oh and I'm not drinking anything but water, lots of it!! And diet soda.
We got pulled over last night by this really sweet cop, just telling us that we had a headlight out and that he wanted to make sure we weren't doing anything because he saw us throw something in the back seat as we passed him and wanted to make sure it wasn't anything bad lol, it was just my whiny ass dog. And we didn't throw her, we put her back there because she always jumps into Megan's lap.
I started my new line at work, so I'm doing balloons until August.. Megans working 5 days now so were making bank. but we have too many billsssss. Shes always at work on my days off and I miss her =[ We had some pretty awesome sex last night though hahah it's been awhile since we're both so tired. Well, not awhile, but awhile for good quality and lets face it, shit happens ;]
And I got my 300$ IRS check so I'm going shopping tonight..I need some cute summer clothes but I wish I had someone girly to go with hahaha..
I finally found a doctor that won't tell me that all my problems are because I'm chubby. He's actually chubby himself. And hes white and he knew exactly what was wrong when I told him my symptoms. I went to this same doctor office previously and I got a man that was indian I suppose and could not speak english clearly for the life of him and he kept fucking saying that everything that was wrong with me was because I'm fat. I don't wanna hear that, yes I'm fat but I do not need to be reminded of it every second and no, not ALL of my problems are because I'm fat. I asked him to put me on birth control and he like WHIPPED around and was like "just wear condoms, it's not good when chubby" or some shit. And he would not stop looking at Megan whenever he said wear condoms. DOES HE NOT SEE THAT SHE HAS TITS?! Obviouslyyyy. And I don't want my fucking birth control for sexual reasons, I clearly don't need it for that. I have HORRIBLE periods, and sometimes I go 5 months without one. I'm not complaining but fucking when I do get them they are EXTREME. Misscarraige kind of periods. And no, you don't want that. I just want my periods to be regulated, anyways.. I'm gonna ask this new doctor about birth control haha
Speaking of weight issues, I'm going to be eating better. Megans Nana, myself and Megan all started eating better. We shop at fresh&easy which is an all organic kind of store, like Trader Joes but we dont have those here =[ and I'm only eating chicken, no red meat. Maybe fast food once a week if I feel like it but as far as a strict diet, I'm eating whatever I want, just healthier. Oh and I'm not drinking anything but water, lots of it!! And diet soda.
We got pulled over last night by this really sweet cop, just telling us that we had a headlight out and that he wanted to make sure we weren't doing anything because he saw us throw something in the back seat as we passed him and wanted to make sure it wasn't anything bad lol, it was just my whiny ass dog. And we didn't throw her, we put her back there because she always jumps into Megan's lap.
I started my new line at work, so I'm doing balloons until August.. Megans working 5 days now so were making bank. but we have too many billsssss. Shes always at work on my days off and I miss her =[ We had some pretty awesome sex last night though hahah it's been awhile since we're both so tired. Well, not awhile, but awhile for good quality and lets face it, shit happens ;]
And I got my 300$ IRS check so I'm going shopping tonight..I need some cute summer clothes but I wish I had someone girly to go with hahaha..