plant lady
Hi Journal,
Happy Early July of this crazy year we call 2020.
i've been keeping myself busy with work, taking care of my indoor and outdoor plants, yard work, and wedding planning!
so i'm seeing the seamstress on friday to hopefully get my cup sizes figured out so they fit me properly. crossing my fingers she'll be able to make the bust bigger so i can wear it without anything underneath.
on friday we're also ordering from a local Mediterranean restaurant as a tasting to see if we would like them to do our catering. their menu looks amazing and they have great veg options.
i also just starting talking to a florist and giving her my ideas. i want it to be super natural looking with lots of wildflowers with daisies and lavender and baby's breath. and pink roses. it's gonna be so cute. i also realized i need boutonnieres for the parents and then a corsage for the officiant. i am going to ask Liz if she would like to be our officiant =)
today i am also researching shoes. it is hard because i don't know what style would go well with the dress. i am learning a lot about how these things haha!
mental health-wise, i am doing pretty good. after not being on gabapentin for a couple months now, and learning to deal with panic through exposure therapy and letting the panic come has been 1000x better than being numbed on gabapentin. now, i let the panic come, experience it, and i know it will be over. i'm slowly moving from "coping" to "living".
anyways i just re-potted a bunch of my indoor plants and they're so cute. maybe i will post pics of them soon
whit