Jan 18, 2005 01:42
in the past week, i dont think ive ever talked, neigh, bragged as much as i have about our Lord. i have had the most stimulating conversations with my roommate about the Lord and they have been magnificent. i look at my life, and i find alot of sin, alot of flaws, alot of things that i waste my time on and i tell you, i dont think i have ever appreciated life this much than i have now.
for those who dont know, my roommate, Nash, is a catholic, not a practicing catholic but one who was raised with it. yes, he has participated in sex and drinking and many other sinful things but nothing i havent or anyone else has. he is still a very good person with a great heart and a great ear. that person is the one that i have been having these conversations with. i have by his own words gave him a new look at life and new peace at night. i have opened his heart and soul to what God intended our lives to be. To love and be happy in doing it. He had recently made the mistake in going back to his ex and solely for the reason of being drunk and horney. i, after hearing this was furious. it wasnt that he went back to his ex which has screwed up so much in his and everyone elses life, but the fact that knowing i know he is a believer, but not a practicer, and just saying it was for sex. so, we had a long talk about it and i cant even describe. we talked about sin, and how good guys always finish last because the good life wasnt suppose to be easy. Satan is after those good people, those with good hearts and soul and this helped him understand that sex is wrong before marriage. this also allowed him to see that its ok to be a believer, the fact that i was so open and so bent on almost preaching to him opened his heart to be more like that. i started a fire not only him, but myself. ive never felt such a surge of passion that i have now. i just wished yall were here to partake in this blessing. me and him are on a completely level, a level that didnt think i could ever reach with people here. im so glad that i can spiritual some where else other than home with my friends. no offence, but its hard to do it here and its finally been done. i have someone here to pray with, someone to talk with, to share the love of the Lord and the beautiful gift of life that He blesses us with. its an amazing feeling and i look forward to the future. i hope yall enjoyed this as much as i have. please pray for our growth and ill be praying for yall. much love.
~peace