sticking to it
I absolutely love life. I am stressed out and busy, but life is just working for me right now. I think this is one of those moments when I really feel my youth and how many paths my life could possibly take in the future but right now there's only this one, and it's an amazing one full of people who make my life better than anything I could ever deserve. I don't do anything that smacks of fun or excitement, but the simple act of breathing in this life, under these circumstances is absolutely thrilling. Maybe it's that for the first or second time, I actually believe that the my future holds something good for me. What I do with myself probably won't be great or powerful or even fantastically interesting, but I just have this feeling that I've made up my mind to enjoy the crap out of my life and I'm sticking to it.