Jun 19, 2008 21:56
sometimes when i'm in the shower i get scared
that someone is sneaking into my house to kill
my family and then me all naked and slippery
scared of what i cannot see
sometimes when i fall asleep and i'm dreaming
i see you and i wake up crying and screaming
you're still laughing at me of course and i love you
but don't know how you feel for me
i always feel stupid i never feel smart
except when someone asks if i major in art
i say, "no, engineering" they stop asking questions
it's too hard to figure me out
plus nobody likes a smart girl as much
as a dumb pretty girl who wont finish her lunch
and i am so fucked, i will never be like that
i'm just weird and full of self-doubt
but smart girls fall in love
and smart girls get scared
and smart girls get hurt
but of course no one cares
they assume we can handle it
and well we can but it's
so hard to make it alone
smart girls fall in love
and smart girls get scared
and smart girls get hurt
but of course no one cares
they assume we can handle it
and well we can but its
so hard to make it alone
sometimes it's hard to take myself so serious
i try to seem cool, try to be mysterious
but it's a joke and big waste of energy
how quickly it slows me down
most of the time all i really want is a kiss
from this dumb boy i never see and always miss
there's lots of better ones, i really feel so dumb
chasing this wandering clown
but smart girls fall in love
and smart girls get scared
and smart girls get hurt
but of course no one cares
they assume we can handle it
and well we can but its
so hard to make it alone
smart girls get terrified
smart girls fall in love
it's hard to admit
that everyone needs someone
and there's no exceptions
so DONT BE AN ASSHOLE
now that my cover's all blown
smart girls fall in love
and smart girls get scared
and smart girls get hurt
but of course no one cares
they assume we can handle it
and well we can but its
so hard to make it alone
smart girls get terrified
smart girls fall in love
it's hard to admit that
everyone needs someone
and there's no exceptions
so DONT BE AN ASSHOLE
now that my cover's all blooooooown