Don't you dare
I never lied to you, I told you how I felt when I felt it and that was that. It does not make me a liar when things change and so do I. At the time, yes I thought we were going to be together for a very long time, but it doesn't seem that way to me now. You lost your appeal and it's hard for me to move on. Don't say you were wrong about me and you second guess shit I say, I didn't go behind your back, I was manipulative, you saw me and now that we are broken I am not the same? I am still the same person who hugged you, who held you, who would smile at you with admiration, my hearts just not in it anymore. There comes a certain point when Im in a relationship when I pick out things that I dont like about the person and those stick out and I can't ignore them, I can't commit. My theory on why I am like that is; my dad and mother got divorced and Im sure that affected me on some level and the man my mom is with now, she doesn't like she is attached to and she could be much happier. I don't want to end up like her so I am thinking the first sign of something I don't like I concentrate on that and get rid of them...
Im sorry you thought I was different and could stick it out, but from what I can see I need somebody more outgoing, somebody who is okay with a whole bunch of drunken idiots on a bus without getting all tense, somebody who pays attention to his surroundings. Don't get me wrong you were amazing and treated me so so well and I cared about you so so much, but sometimes love just isn't enough.
Im sorry you thought I was different and could stick it out, but from what I can see I need somebody more outgoing, somebody who is okay with a whole bunch of drunken idiots on a bus without getting all tense, somebody who pays attention to his surroundings. Don't get me wrong you were amazing and treated me so so well and I cared about you so so much, but sometimes love just isn't enough.