Feb 18, 2008 06:23
I want ... to spend all my money on new art supplies, lock myself in my house, and paint until I produce something beautiful. And then I want to go to a meadow somewhere, or a lake, and write until my hand cramps up. Or find some empty stage and dance until my toes bleed. That is what I want to do. I am in an incredibly artistic, creative mood lately. It seems the most creative ideas come when I have loads to do. Well, aint that the way that the wind blows? So what I propose to do: go to England. Come home, quit my HORRIBLE waitressing job, take a semester off school. Find a part-time job, earn enough money to save up a nice sum, and focus, REALLY focus on my artistic goals. My music, my dancing, my art, my writing. Everything that matters to me. And I wont neglect the house, or my beautiful garden. Oh, how happy I will be a year from now, so free! <3
I am having an awful time typing today. I keep misspelling basic words, missing letters, and shaking. I'm supposed to be writing two important essays, but I can't focus for the life of me!