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I don't know why I feel so sad.
Yes I do.
I can't focus on my running because of it. All I am is listening to the sad songs on my ipod and I won't listen to happy songs because whats the point in listening to something you'll never have or wish you did?
It only makes me feel worse about myself.
First thing I draw this amazing and I do AMAZING surrealist sketch in my art class worked on it for weeks. Colored it to till my fingers were numb. And what happens she loses it! The stupid teacher loses it or some creep stole it.
I don't know. I was planning on showing everyone that picture! It really was that cool.
And I hear my crush has been secretly dating some girl and I don't even know if thats true but its tearing me apart.
I love him that much. And it pains me sometimes to see him, he's my friend. But I love him. I love him and I can't tell him.
Yes I do.
I can't focus on my running because of it. All I am is listening to the sad songs on my ipod and I won't listen to happy songs because whats the point in listening to something you'll never have or wish you did?
It only makes me feel worse about myself.
First thing I draw this amazing and I do AMAZING surrealist sketch in my art class worked on it for weeks. Colored it to till my fingers were numb. And what happens she loses it! The stupid teacher loses it or some creep stole it.
I don't know. I was planning on showing everyone that picture! It really was that cool.
And I hear my crush has been secretly dating some girl and I don't even know if thats true but its tearing me apart.
I love him that much. And it pains me sometimes to see him, he's my friend. But I love him. I love him and I can't tell him.