My Whereabouts
So *ehem* I've been gone for quite sometimes from LJ now. And the only reminder that tells me I still got a fairly good amount of stories to take care of is comment and messages notification from LJ. Hahahaha. If you're one of the person who actually messages me or commented on my post (or want to, in case you read this first) to ask for my PDF password, I'm so sorry I didn't reply to it on time. I actually got a lot of free time. I do. But there's just so much free time I could use to rest in between my part time and thesis writing. So, yeah.... This is actually my first time ever opening livejournal after such a long time.
When I'm looking back, I remember questioning why some authors just went "bye-bye" without a word. But I guess I know why. Fiction world (in my case, livejournal world), is the world that I venture out of boredom. You know, since you got nothing to do, it's becoming one of the way to kill time. But "nothing to do" is not an everlasting condition. Right now I got "so much to do". And that "so much" left me with no time to take care of the fiction world.
This is different for a lot of people, but I think, no matter how you like it, fiction world always come after real life problems. Unless you get paid for writing fiction, you got to keep on writing then. In my head, I didn't want to let go of the fiction world. I love writing. It's my hidden passion. But writing is not how I picture my older self doing 10 years from now. Maybe on my spare time, but not everytime.
To put it simple, the reason why I'm coming and going is because I put my life first before fiction. And, please don't judge me for that. I want quickly graduate, quickly work, and quickly take my post-graduate study. The time for me to hog up my parents money is almost up, so lagging behind is not an option.
I'll be back to post something, and I'm sure of that, and maybe I'll lose my reader by then, but I know I would still post something anyway. So pardon me for missing right now ;))
When I'm looking back, I remember questioning why some authors just went "bye-bye" without a word. But I guess I know why. Fiction world (in my case, livejournal world), is the world that I venture out of boredom. You know, since you got nothing to do, it's becoming one of the way to kill time. But "nothing to do" is not an everlasting condition. Right now I got "so much to do". And that "so much" left me with no time to take care of the fiction world.
This is different for a lot of people, but I think, no matter how you like it, fiction world always come after real life problems. Unless you get paid for writing fiction, you got to keep on writing then. In my head, I didn't want to let go of the fiction world. I love writing. It's my hidden passion. But writing is not how I picture my older self doing 10 years from now. Maybe on my spare time, but not everytime.
To put it simple, the reason why I'm coming and going is because I put my life first before fiction. And, please don't judge me for that. I want quickly graduate, quickly work, and quickly take my post-graduate study. The time for me to hog up my parents money is almost up, so lagging behind is not an option.
I'll be back to post something, and I'm sure of that, and maybe I'll lose my reader by then, but I know I would still post something anyway. So pardon me for missing right now ;))