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my god i miss you. I've never felt so alone without you. I hate you for doing nothing. Fuck you for getting back at me. Fuck you for being my best friend. Fuck you for letting me love you. Fuck you for making me cry this much. Fuck you for being weak and giving up. Fuck you for putting me first because now i'm not even second best to the people i want to come first with. i still need you.