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I realized today that the universe is set to balance itself out and everyone in it. With good comes bad and with bad comes good. It just does not work any other way. It doesn't happen one right after the other but it always does happen.
" I love you" those words carry such a heavy load and should be used carefully. They should also comes with a shotgun, bomb shelter and a bouquet of flowers. It is amazing how with the right people it can be something so great and then with someone else it could almost be offencive and want to send you running. So it was said to me on tuesday night those 3 words and i can't get them out of my head. I don't understand how it has come to this so soon. I don't like it and am far from ready for it but i am trying to go on pretending like it did not happen. That will work until they are said again. I was at the dentist today getting a cavity filled for my first time and when he turned the drill on and my stomach turned I thought to myself " huh? being told 'i love you' was more nauseating to me". I came home with my mouth all swollen and frozen and was sleeping when my phone rang. I didn't answer it but checked whocalled and it was Evan. Never ever has he called me at 12:30 noon time because it is only 8:30am his time and he is at work. So i called back to see what was up and he was at work and he said that he was just wanting to say hi and i love you. and then everything felt better:)
" I love you" those words carry such a heavy load and should be used carefully. They should also comes with a shotgun, bomb shelter and a bouquet of flowers. It is amazing how with the right people it can be something so great and then with someone else it could almost be offencive and want to send you running. So it was said to me on tuesday night those 3 words and i can't get them out of my head. I don't understand how it has come to this so soon. I don't like it and am far from ready for it but i am trying to go on pretending like it did not happen. That will work until they are said again. I was at the dentist today getting a cavity filled for my first time and when he turned the drill on and my stomach turned I thought to myself " huh? being told 'i love you' was more nauseating to me". I came home with my mouth all swollen and frozen and was sleeping when my phone rang. I didn't answer it but checked whocalled and it was Evan. Never ever has he called me at 12:30 noon time because it is only 8:30am his time and he is at work. So i called back to see what was up and he was at work and he said that he was just wanting to say hi and i love you. and then everything felt better:)