Dec 11, 2005 23:04
I lost him.. and everything we had. I was an idiot and didn't trust him and pushed him away from me. I can't stop crying and I have no one to talk to right now. He's gone and there is nothing I can do about it. I need him right now.. and it hurts..
Why didn't I just let it go.. why did I do what I did?!?
You are my everything.. and I am sorry times a million. If I could turn back the hands of the clock I would.. but I can't and I have to accept it. But please think about what you want. Because I can't live without you and I don't think you can live without me. I Love you shawn.. and I want you. I need you. Your my *Only one*. The only one that is fit for me..