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I am gunna post his both places…LJ and myspace though i prefer myspace these days for some reason... what is it again? oh yeah LAZINESS.
if you have been reading then you know Bev’s family is having a crisis which means my girl needs me now more than ever. In order to help her I have been providing her with an unbiased ear, and a shoulder to cry on, not to mention a watchful eye on the kids.
We had some bright spots today while she was visiting me. For a while we contemplated going to yoga together maybe an evening class, and I got the feeling she really wants an activity somewhere along the line that doesn’t revolve about the kids. That’s a good thing. If she is never her own person she won’t teach her kids how to be themselves. It’s a good example to set. She was bearing up well today but there is a shiftless sadness about her that makes me wonder if she does actually realize how grim things are.
I feel like I do her a disservice writing about her in my journal so directly, but I am just trying better to understand my role in all of this, and figure out what she must be going through (in the hope that I may be able to help her). The nice thing about all of this is that I witnessed something incredible today. *dopey grin*
Gracie has done it by Jove! She has cracked the code! She crawled properly for the first time today, and she did it like a pro. gone are the awkward launchings and commando crawl of yesterday! So beautiful so amazing….and …. So annoying because now she can disappear on us when we turn our backs hahahaha.
I recall the first time that Sassy wasn’t where I had ‘left’ her on the floor. Shortly after that I got ‘the cage’ (playpen) man that thing took a beating, but it was better than losing her in my gigantic messy abode.
The competition guys please do an old floozy a favor and enter hey? I am eager to go scrounging for oddities at the souvenir store more than ever now. It’s sort of become the thing I am ‘looking forward to’ most of all because I know some tough times or sad times will be ahead soon enough. I am not usually this morose about life I guess I just find it hard to be up beat when my dearest friends are bracing themselves for woe.
Ok I’m off before I make anyone else feel as miserable as I currently do!
love ya
Lucee
if you have been reading then you know Bev’s family is having a crisis which means my girl needs me now more than ever. In order to help her I have been providing her with an unbiased ear, and a shoulder to cry on, not to mention a watchful eye on the kids.
We had some bright spots today while she was visiting me. For a while we contemplated going to yoga together maybe an evening class, and I got the feeling she really wants an activity somewhere along the line that doesn’t revolve about the kids. That’s a good thing. If she is never her own person she won’t teach her kids how to be themselves. It’s a good example to set. She was bearing up well today but there is a shiftless sadness about her that makes me wonder if she does actually realize how grim things are.
I feel like I do her a disservice writing about her in my journal so directly, but I am just trying better to understand my role in all of this, and figure out what she must be going through (in the hope that I may be able to help her). The nice thing about all of this is that I witnessed something incredible today. *dopey grin*
Gracie has done it by Jove! She has cracked the code! She crawled properly for the first time today, and she did it like a pro. gone are the awkward launchings and commando crawl of yesterday! So beautiful so amazing….and …. So annoying because now she can disappear on us when we turn our backs hahahaha.
I recall the first time that Sassy wasn’t where I had ‘left’ her on the floor. Shortly after that I got ‘the cage’ (playpen) man that thing took a beating, but it was better than losing her in my gigantic messy abode.
The competition guys please do an old floozy a favor and enter hey? I am eager to go scrounging for oddities at the souvenir store more than ever now. It’s sort of become the thing I am ‘looking forward to’ most of all because I know some tough times or sad times will be ahead soon enough. I am not usually this morose about life I guess I just find it hard to be up beat when my dearest friends are bracing themselves for woe.
Ok I’m off before I make anyone else feel as miserable as I currently do!
love ya
Lucee