Always had the problem, But it never came down to losing everything.

[floormatt]

For as long as I can remember, I’ve had this glitch in my personality. An issue no one could ever see but me, and now somehow she see's it too. It was nothing that would ever kill me, just something that burned every time I fell. The harder the fall, the more the problem would rip into my chest and devour a little bit more of my heart. Now, I’m

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oh matt

[kauni]

i wish there was an easy way out of everything. life is so hard and you are such a good person and i want things to go well for you for once in your life. you have always been the best friend to me and you deserve every bit of happiness in the world. if you EVER need to talk, you know the number. call me. i have some good shoulders. and no matter what, you know ill always love you and youll always have my friendship.

ponder

[hippie_spic]

first off, i think its hard for alot of ppl to trust... theres just too much ppl are afraid of. our culture tells us that the world is a beautiful place but u cant enjoy it b/c everyones out to get u.

lol just take the news, every other day theyre telling u bout sumthing that could potentially kill u and rape ur children!

secondly, falling for someone is the best and the hardest thing ive ever done...shit i spent all of that summer after school and even part of my 1st semester in NY convincing myself that a) i wasnt worth any attention and b) that i was better off w/o it cuz i didnt wanna get hurt

and even when i came to my senses, i had a hard time putting my whole consciousness into someone elses hands (hell i still second guess myself)

i dunno what advice to give, sometimes u dive in, and u get burned, sometimes if ur lucky, it works out...

but u hafta take the leap, or else u just end up regretting everything.

and its not a glitch, everyone has it... its survival, but u just hafta know when to take a risk :)

no worries!

[alwaysshortt]

hey matt,
everyone has that problem i did untill i met my boyfreind...don't worry u will get through it! and u have good freinds to help u through it!i hope things work out and u learn to trust...i agree trust is the hardest things, but i know u can do it cuz your awesome! take care
Melanie!!! :-D

[anonymous]

Matt, your one of the coolest kids I know, with one of the best personalities in the world. Dont worry you'll get through this:-D

-ME*

[hellagoodshit]

i get the same way sometimes. i have a hard time trusting people.. i think it stems from all the problems i've seen my mom go through. you're not alone <3 i love you! call me & have fun on the road!!!