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I’m apparently back on the market again. I’m trying to be ok with it ya know. I really loved that girl a lot. More than I’d ever loved anyone. It’s for the best though. I don’t think its like those other times when it was just a kinda kinda break up thing and we stayed in limbo. It feels very very real this time. Like there is no turning back. So I need to make some plans and go on some trips and have some fun so I won’t be so sad all of the time. Any ideas? There are no hard feelings btw no one did anything wrong. I think we are just really headed in different directions. I keep having these thoughts that I know I should put out of my mind. Like how I have all these breath rite strips now cuz my snoring bothered her. She’s listed as my domestic partner on all my insurance forms and I can’t change them for a year…sux. Gotta buy separate groceries now. I’m not cookin for two anymore. No more smoochie photos had to take those down. I’ll be ok though. I’ve been through some pretty heart wrenching break ups in my day. I have to cancel my valentines day reservation at the melting pot.
So anyway that’s the skinny. I’ll be ok…its like a montra repeating in my head ya know….i love you guys.