Crushes part deux
So theres a boy I like. He used to be friends with Keir, and we met a few times when he and I were flatting. And then we met a few times after, mostly just drunken hugs and the like. And I like him a ridiculous amount. Hes just sweet and lovely and attractive, and easy to talk to. So we talk on facebook lots lately. I told him I had a crush on him and he was so lovely about it, it just made it worse.
And now, its just, gosh. I always live in my head a lot anyway - and when I like someone, I live in my head even more so, and imagine how great it could be, etc etc. And then he encourages me - like little xo's at the end of our chats, and when i posted a music video on his page today, he told me I knew the way straight to his heart. I feel like a teenager - it is the silliest stuff to get excited about.
He lives in Australia. Today he mentioned a girl he had been liking for ages (he also lives in his head with people he likes,and then gets disappointed - we're like the same...). And it made my heart drop, but then im like, oh well, i can still be in with a shot surely.
ARGHHH. I feel like im going crazy. Im a grown up right? What the fuck?
And now, its just, gosh. I always live in my head a lot anyway - and when I like someone, I live in my head even more so, and imagine how great it could be, etc etc. And then he encourages me - like little xo's at the end of our chats, and when i posted a music video on his page today, he told me I knew the way straight to his heart. I feel like a teenager - it is the silliest stuff to get excited about.
He lives in Australia. Today he mentioned a girl he had been liking for ages (he also lives in his head with people he likes,and then gets disappointed - we're like the same...). And it made my heart drop, but then im like, oh well, i can still be in with a shot surely.
ARGHHH. I feel like im going crazy. Im a grown up right? What the fuck?