i hate everything. i hate
me
you
them
us
him and
her
that
this
here
there
living in this shell.
never becoming a pearl
im just a peice of sand in this oyster
an irritant

spit me out.

patricia is annoying. she talks to my boyfriend on the phone more than i do. i've been pissed off lately. im so pissed. and bored. i want to scream out that it all is nonsense. oh, your lives are one-tracked, cant you see its pointless? but jsut then my knees give under me. my head feels weak then suddenly its clear to see it's not them, but whos ( Read more... )

tonight has been thouroughly boring..then i got some shit in my myspace that says that conor died(oberst, of bright eyes) so that was amusing. then all these chicks were like "ohmyGAWD im gonna cry!"
fuckers

bored as fuck because my friends dont love me. i have one small plug in my left ear. its werid. its cute though. it kind of itches. my grandma gave me all this kick ass costume jewlery. she gave me these earrings that say "shhhh" because shes a libraian. and some ones that are books, and some kitty cat ones and a these ones that are big black ( Read more... )

passions is this friday along with marcos' birthday. for passions marcos is going to read some long politcal ranting that has the central message of, the world sucks so lets just try and be happy happy happy. he listens to reel big fish too much. hes all excited cuz the new album comes out tomorrow. i should be real awesome and hitch a ride to ( Read more... )

resaerch paper for scott. its a pain in the ass. i hate it. stupid flannery o'connor and her subtle hints at convergence. and jesus. its all about jesus. her murderous plots and grandmas getting shot execution style are all about jesus. WHY!

my cousin kiko owns a bar and the grand opening is tonight. that would be cool if i was 21 and liked to be slutty at cantinas.

cameron was born! she is so pretty! yay! david loves loves loves her. she was born at 8:58 am on 2-25. hooray!

im here in my dads class. we came to bring him food. bianca and klarisha threw me a surprise party. it was phun. i've nevr had a surprise party. i have no friends so there were only like 5 people there. its ok, i had fun. jorge bought me a squishy pillow, some swedish fish(hellz yeah) and he burned me 40 oz to freedom since i lost mine. ( Read more... )

things are going ok. im here at biancas house. tomorrow is my birthday. marcos is getting me something for v-day even though i told him not to because its a dumb corperate holiday and i dont like getting gifts really. meh. but whatever.

i <3 the weezer