your face
so yea new year. things are jsut starting so i dont have to much going on. well no. work (apt job) is interesting as always. i wanna gauge out the new staffs eyes because they are so fucking stupid. grrrrrR! like whoa. i now live in a 2 bedroom apt so thats cool. my roommates chill and not a fucking pink loving sorority whore. plus shes never there. sooo score. gotta love smoking weed in yo apt. hmm the break was fun. smoked alota weed, drank alot of alcohol and rolled 3 times. gotta fucking love X. hahahaha! what a trip break was.i fucked up last semester kinda badly....
well one class. the one i shoulda aced. i got a D. sorry gil i kinda left out that info to you....... anyway i cant bring myself to apply to this program. so i'm lying to my mother and secretly just getting my stuff ready for kingsville. whats the point of even applying and feeling like shit becasue i fucked around too much and i know it. so the plan as of now IS finish this semester, quit the apt job, move back to brownsville, work my ass OFF, save money, move to kingsville for fall 07', and graduate in like 2 yrs or less. less hopefully. my mom got kinda feeling slast night when i was telling her about kingsville. i mean im still gonna visit but i think its hitting her that once i graduate I WILL NEVER BE BACK TO LIVE AT HOME. i was always the one to get kinda feelings when i thougt about moving further away, but i really just want to finish school. and this whole moving to kingsville plan is my last resort beause i cant tell my parents that i really havent taken school too seriously. there is no application process for the communication disorders program so i ahve no other option. this has to fall into place. it just has to! no more screwing around. so i feel bad lying and all but i just kinda dont give a shit. if it was up to me i would just move in the summer so i know its really gonna happen. SO by the end of this semester i need to pay off school (duh) my credit cards, gil ;) etc etc. bleh! too much. i get all anxiety attackish thinking about it. school. why couldnt i jsut have kept on being a focused person. school wise. what the hell happen. or was it that im such a good liar that ive been lying to myself.
anyhow spring break is gonna be the shiznit. we're getting a house. daaaaamn! thats all i can say. this house is sick and expensive but it (like alaways) doesnt matter. fun first consequences later. story of my life i guess. anyway this semester should be relatively easy. HOWEVER there are no trips to ANYWHERE in the works (other than spring break). this semester needs to be semi normal. work school partying then home then kingsville. end of it
i havnet spoken to araceli. what for right? we'll see what happens. things seem stable yet seriously fucking unstable and its only the beginning of the semester so that cant be a good sign.
thats all
well one class. the one i shoulda aced. i got a D. sorry gil i kinda left out that info to you....... anyway i cant bring myself to apply to this program. so i'm lying to my mother and secretly just getting my stuff ready for kingsville. whats the point of even applying and feeling like shit becasue i fucked around too much and i know it. so the plan as of now IS finish this semester, quit the apt job, move back to brownsville, work my ass OFF, save money, move to kingsville for fall 07', and graduate in like 2 yrs or less. less hopefully. my mom got kinda feeling slast night when i was telling her about kingsville. i mean im still gonna visit but i think its hitting her that once i graduate I WILL NEVER BE BACK TO LIVE AT HOME. i was always the one to get kinda feelings when i thougt about moving further away, but i really just want to finish school. and this whole moving to kingsville plan is my last resort beause i cant tell my parents that i really havent taken school too seriously. there is no application process for the communication disorders program so i ahve no other option. this has to fall into place. it just has to! no more screwing around. so i feel bad lying and all but i just kinda dont give a shit. if it was up to me i would just move in the summer so i know its really gonna happen. SO by the end of this semester i need to pay off school (duh) my credit cards, gil ;) etc etc. bleh! too much. i get all anxiety attackish thinking about it. school. why couldnt i jsut have kept on being a focused person. school wise. what the hell happen. or was it that im such a good liar that ive been lying to myself.
anyhow spring break is gonna be the shiznit. we're getting a house. daaaaamn! thats all i can say. this house is sick and expensive but it (like alaways) doesnt matter. fun first consequences later. story of my life i guess. anyway this semester should be relatively easy. HOWEVER there are no trips to ANYWHERE in the works (other than spring break). this semester needs to be semi normal. work school partying then home then kingsville. end of it
i havnet spoken to araceli. what for right? we'll see what happens. things seem stable yet seriously fucking unstable and its only the beginning of the semester so that cant be a good sign.
thats all