i'm the fake?

[float_the_fishy]

stop faking
be real
tell me honestly
how do you feel
this is honest
this is my face
but you still label me
a hopeless case
you wanted me
to be honest with you
but i told you then
you wouldn't have a clue
you still don't know
your bliss is ignorance
and your smile
has a look of innocence
cuz the one
you can say is lying
is the only one
who is openly trying
the only one
who's being honest with you
they're such good actors
you think that it's true
they'll smile
only to hide
the pain that's lurking
right inside
and i once held back
but now i'm letting it show
and that's the only depression
you'll ever know
cuz everyone else
will learn from my mistake
there's more out there yet
you still call me the fake