Nov 17, 2005 03:19
It is 3:19 and I am wide awake. Sad. I played some SNES for a bit. Good times. I'm such a nerd. I have a headache also. Above my left eye. Pills don't seem to be helping. It totally snowed today. I love walking in the snow. I don't even care that it is cold out. Though the fucking hurricane winds are getting annoying. But back to snow. It makes me incredibly happy walking in the snow and having snowflakes stick in my hair and on my coat. I don't know why, but I love that. It makes me feel all giddy inside. I have notecards I need to make. I don't want to. I should since I'm up with nothing better to do. But I cannot get myself to do it. It will definately get done tomorrow. And also my outline must be done. Hopefully I will start on my final draft of my paper too. Everything must get done. I am going to see Amanda Friday night. I am so very excited. And Laura is going to be there too! Yay, friends!! Even better, I get do some shopping Friday. I like to shop. I really need to buy a new purse. It is past the want part, it is now a need. It really is driving me crazy. Oh! Driving. I love my new car like whoa. For serious. It is awesome. One day I am totally going to have sex in it because it is way better then that silly cavy. I am totally going to be home Tuesday night! Happy! More friends! And I get to work. I am so excited to see people from work. You have no idea. I miss it. I want to sleep. But I hate my pillows. Really, I hate them times a million and a half. Also, my damn padding thingy under my sheet keeps moving to the left. Like drasticly to the left. It is at least 6 inches left of where it should be. I like to be right against either the wall or the baby rail, but I cannot be close to the rail because then I can feel that the bedding thingy is not where it should go. You would think I could just pull to the right but no. I toss like crazy in my sleep and when I wake up, there it is again 6 inches to the left. Fuck that shit. Lately I have been having horrible problems with left and right. I am 18 years old, I need to be able to know my left from right. I mean come on, my left hand even makes an L. I am dumb. And I feel even more dumb when I telling someone to go left in a video game and they do and then they die because really I was thinking right the whole time but kept saying left because I am dumb. Fun story. I suck at my biology tests. Surprise surprise. The last test we took was on a Friday. And you know what I did Thursday night? Not study. I definately got drunk off my ass. Took my Biology exam a lil hung over and guess what!?! I totally got a 70 percent. That is my best exam score yet. How crazy. I want to play a lil more SNES but I got frustrated when I was playing eariler and had to stop. Pretty sure I shouldn't play anymore tonight. I'm addicted to silly Mario games. Well... welp. I hate welp. It looks like you are an idiot and can't spell well. For serious. Anyway, I guess I will try the bed thing again only I know I'm going to lay up there with those damn awful pillows for another hour or more. True story.