Oct 21, 2005 19:52
went to school once this week.
my man was in the newspaper for football. <33. thats another reason i wanna move back to ptown. <33.
jessica m. got ISS for ditching...jessica p. didnt get ISS...her punishment was going home cuz umm yeah...she ran away...BUT LET'S NOT TALK ABOUT WHY...IT'S NOT YOUR BUSINESS...
was supposed to go to west high homecoming with alissa && maybe jesse && nathalie...and then spend the night at alissa's house...but i didnt go to school today so i wasnt allowed to go...hopefully tomorrow i could spend the night??
...and people are being stupid like always...
oh yeah and i got a thing in the mail for national honor roll...im gonna get another thing in the mail and i have to send it back in and stuff...if im one of the 25 picked i split a scholarship with the other 24 kids...
.Come To Rest.-by-Blindside.
"Sit down in the carousel
Up front like a brave boy
Don’t scream like a little girl
Shut up boys don’t cry
Come to a rest that flows
From a spring unseen
Cause honestly you’re scaring me
Keep up with the schedule
Shape up, have to perform
Hold out for everyone
Don’t fail not now
Come to a rest that flows
From a spring unseen
Cause honestly you’re scaring me
Failure is not an option
Have to keep on trying
So much to live up to
So many expectations
Trying so hard to be approved
A straight A student with yet another F
Oh no gotta make daddy proud now
Come to a rest that flows
From a spring unseen
Cause honestly you’re scaring me
Failure is not an option
Have to keep on trying
So much pressure
Can’t take this no more
The cause of death
Suicide"