not grounded anymore...
lots of drama at lunch with mainly me bianca alissa && lauren...it wasnt pretty...lets just say the teachers saw and had to break us up...and there was a lot of cussing but thats nothing new when people are mad...i got soo freakin mad at something ms. nielson said. she said bianca has enough family problems going on at home...SHE DOESNT HAVE ANY...SHE TOLD ME...freakin...i have more family things and family emergencies going on than she does...she has none...she just over exaggerates, or makes them up...and i have more drama outside of school that i really wish wouldnt be there but it is...
was supposed to spend the night at alissa's...but i cant...
cara && rae-annah are supposed to spend the night tomorrow but probably only rae-annah...if either of them...
trying out for basketball cheerleading...my school is too small for a football team...it sucksss...but its still cheering...just not as fun as football cheering...
going to ptown for sure tomorrow...hopefully i'll see graciela...<33 x5449393349767849337578
oh yeah and im getting an ipod for christmas...dont know which kind yet...i cant decide...either the nano or the one with music videos && tv on it...
.The Art of Breaking.-by-Thousand Foot Krutch.
"Every time I call you on the phone
I listen to it ring but no one's home
I can't explain the energy that
You give me when I'm left here alone
And every time I pass you on the street
You won't even turn and look at me
I never would of thought that things could
Go this far but please believe me
I'll pick you up, won't let you fall
I'll build your trust and it won't hurt at all,
Your only drug will let you down,
I'm through now, so take me and blow me away
When I feel numb I'll let you know
I won't become what I was before,
You cannot kill what's not your creation
This is the Art of Breaking
I think I might just lose my mind
If I have to watch this one more time
I can't explain how many times I've stayed for you when you were on my mind
No one ever said that it was easy
So come out of the cold and stop your bleeding
I never would of thought that things could
Go this fat, but please believe me
Are you gonna run away, and leave me here alone?
Are you gonna run away, and leave me here?"